Thoughts from a DID Systems Specialist
They felt hatred from the very people they cared the most about.
Other than not buying into other’s dislike of me and not growing to hate myself, I really relate to what is being said here. Do I need to rule this out? Will it help me understand my life better? How to be in the world?
What happens if that child feels hated instead of loved?
What if it isnt just the bad pepol that hate you but evreybody? What if its the right thing for them to do becase you deserve to be hated, if you deserve it then they dont be doing anything wrong. Espeshally if you deserve it becase your bad.
I think a lot of our self-hatred comes from survivor guilt.
I don’t know why people seem to hate you, but I do know as you deal with what has happened things will get better (they have for me and others) for now just be happy that your going somewhere better. Feel sorry for those that haven’t started the journey.
I read the first paragraph and had to go for a walk.
I feel a little better after having read the comments above. All my life I’ve tried to practice kindness to others and haven’t expected much in return nor dho I ardly ever ask for anything. yet I get the feeling that many hate me and I know I’ve done nothing or little to deserve it.
I’m going to talk to my dad to try and find out what happened.
I had a friend who became increasingly depressed being around him was difficult I couldn’t reach him, he was numb. He must have felt nobody cared for him but it’s not true.